whoops its august

again, I have neglected my blog... its august first today. i used my fingers and determined that I only have 3 and a half months till i am a mama of two. er.. I am totally NOT ready, i think I have 5 outfits for her, but I have cloth diapers till she potty trains! LOL.

jake has seen me hold my friend's 1 month old, to which he was unphased. he got to hold her too. he was very intrigued with the baby and even situated himself and put his arms out to tell us he wanted to hold her again. *melt*. although i think he wasn't too impressed in the end... he wouldn't give her a bye bye kiss. maybe he just didn't want to say bye bye. I was bottle feeding her and he came to help. he saw her nursing a few times but hasn't really connected that his mama would have to nurse his sister yet. I don't know what is going to happen if he finds out he would have to share his booboob... but he has surprised me so far so i guess I have nothing to worry about.

we went to legoland with the cousins. it was so great to see them and to continue the cousin tradition. they are third cousins :)

i'm going to make a trip to babies r us to find some organic clothes.

thoughts and prayers for my friend and her new baby mark chandler who was born yesterday at 27/28 weeks. I know you're a fighter bud and I can't wait to see you soon when we visit fayetteville.