worries.

now that the anticipation has worn away, anxiety is kicking in. I had problems breastfeeding jake when paul went back to iraq back in 2009. I'm so afraid that I am going to have a repeat and this time I won't be able to go back to exclusively breastfeeding #2 like I was able to with jake. I had problems because I was stressed but I didn't know. I guess this time I know my body better so I'll start relaxing before paul leaves to go back. I know #2 will be jaundiced (95% of asian babies are) too.

well on another note I was JUST watching a sears commercial and there is a couple with a mom... BABYWEARING her baby in a wrap carrier! LOL. I don't know why but I found that kind of funny and exciting!