today at 2 o clock is my phone interview with The Painted Turtle. i'm a little excited, a little nervous. i want to volunteer so bad. What if i didn't get to even volunteer? its more scary because i am hoping that this would be my life's calling, so i can go to school and git-r-done.

best blonde joke EVER!

its an oldie but a goodie so enjoy!

so its been three days since i even turned on my computer. so here is my update. birthday went sooo good except for the fact that we had to wait 2 hours to get seated. i actually complained as like 10 people who came after us got seated at tables. why in the hell couldn't they just hold 2 freaking tables? i was soooo annoyed. jessica had to leave and go home. : ( after we got seated tho i had a lot of fun. 4 shochu drinks, 4 sake shots, and 3 cups of beer later i had a bad mix and came home sick. a lot of it was the snot that was draining from my sinusus all night. next day i was totally sure i would feel the effects of being smashed the day before (come on, i was sick) i even had a headache! it was a sinus headache tho. /pout i turned on the light in the bathroom and i was like... git dummit not a hangover. bleh.

final score!
mollie:2, hangover:0

day before the big day. of course i have an 8 hour work day today. i have a feeling that the day is going to go very slow. or maybe not. things tend to go super speed at work. i'm typing this during my break. its really quiet in here, which is wierd because when there are kids here and it gets quiet it means there is trouble.

woot! i got a phone interview request from the painted turtle ^^

sometimes i wonder WHY WHY WHY is paul going to marry me. i mean i WOULDN'T marry me. i'm whiny, afraid of everything, spends lots of moolah on hello kitty (more specifically chococat) stuff, and plays games even tho she should be cleaning, doing laundry, or cooking him good food (aka WIFELY DUTIES).

since i've started this new blog, i have a need to post even tho i don't really have anything to say. that's what so evil about blogs. maybe i need a new hobby. search. google. 'new hobby'. brb.

I need a new hobby...ideas?
Re:I need a new hobby...ideas? ChristyM: Here a few that have worked for me: *Join a book club *Hang out at Barnes and Nobles or Borders *Go to the library ...www.ojar.com/view_8924.htm - 16k - Cached - Similar pages

ok its supposed to be a mighty search engine. who is this christy m and why does google care about your hobbies?

JP Stewart - A new hobby: putting Windows XP in your car
JP Stewart - A new hobby: putting Windows XP in your car ... We think you'll find his hobby to be pretty darn interesting, though. He tore apart his car, ...channel9.msdn.com/ShowPost.aspx?PostID=26133 - 101k - Feb 20, 2006 - Cached - Similar pages

evil.

so i continue to page 2... and on the very bottom...

Find a new hobby
Helping you to find and share a new hobby and interest in your local UK area.www.people-connection.co.uk/listofhobbies.html - 26k - Cached - Similar pages

ok so i need to refine my search some.

speaking of charities, here is another one that i'd love to support (especially since i am an avid gamer). http://www.childsplaycharity.org Started by the guys at penny arcade (http://www.penny-arcade.com), to equip children with uber phat lewts (for the leet challenged that means cool stuff) during their stay in the hospital. i guess i'll have to put aside the fact that PA suckas are teh ALLIANCE SCUM and pwned me countless times in STV, tanaris, un'goro, and silithus, and i've done the same to them. LONG LIVE HORDE and good charities.

so i'm excited. it seems like the past week everything is falling into place finally. here are some highlights.

first of all i found one thing dear to my heart. i linked it on the last post too... http://www.holeinthewallcamps.org/ i'm planning to volunteer for sure during some weekends and maybe 1 or 2 weeks during the summer. This is something that i wanted to do but i was scared to do it in a hospital setting because of my fear of hospitals... but this is a summer camp setting which i am more comfortable with. if you guys want to join me give me a call. if i am comfortable with it i'm definately going to go for a child life degree. here is somewhere you can find information about it if anyone is interested. http://www.childlife.org

well thanks to paul encouraging me to research more instead of giving up, i found out that there is an airport just about 20 minutes outside of moose WY. they even have commercial fights to jackson hole. HOORAY! that means my dream of having a wedding there is almost complete. now its a lot of technical stuff with regards to the church being a episcopal church.

things have been kinda uneventful the last few days... pretty much its been work, eat, do stuff, sleep.

next friday (24th) is my birthday. if you guys are interested in giving a gift, i would like for you to donate to this cause http://www.holeinthewallcamps.org/ it is a paul newman charity that gives ill children a chance to have fun at a go away camp. any donation in appriciated.

we have permission from the state of california to spend shit loads of money and get down and dirty. cost us 70 bucks. but well thats only like 0.01% of all that we gonna need to spend anyway. the club sandwich was pretty good.

valentine day recap :

we ran around doing just miscellaneous stuff. we went to sushi for dinner. everyday is valentine anyway. we just spent a bit more money ^^

we argue sometimes too like we did today but we can never stay angry at each other for more than a couple hours. cross that, its usually i'm the one who is angry at paul. actually, always.

paul (after reading this entry) : sound about right to me but don't worry, i still love you.

i like blogs because it kinda makes me think thing about myself that i had not thought about before. for instance, in high school i was sooo much into being creative and out there. if still did where would i be? would i have gotten that internship at sesame street? will i have gotten a FA degree and be out of a job? will i be a web designer? or will i have found something else in college? or will i still be working for kids' corner? i'm just thinking....

paul and i

paul's mom was NOT happy at all.

behold my power over the puny mouse! my paw directs your every action! you are subservient to your better! FEAR THE PAW! FEAR THE PAW!
-scratchfury

http://www.pvponline.com

i went to yoga yesterday even tho i was sore as hell. i had to quit at the 30 minute mark, my back couldn't take it anymore. i think paul and i were both sick. haha. he has stomach problems for a while and i got it too. his dad says its sympathy pain. that i'm feeling paul's nervousness about him going to the army. heh. paul joked that we are symbionts. that kinda make me secretly sad inside. we are symbionts that are going to be apart in 2 months. the feeling lasted for only a second... it went away when i saw him smile.

so paul announced a lot of what has been going on finally to his dad's side of the family... with positive reactions from everyone. he hasn't told his mom tho and we are not really sure how that is going to turn out. i'm sure she will take it pretty calmly on the outside while screaming on the inside until she realizes that paul wouldn't be really going into combat (hopefully) and that he would be safe in the trenches of texas, barstow, or arizona instead of in iraq or afganistan.

some of people's reaction towards me is that:

1. can't believe i'm letting him do this.
2. wouldn't you be so sad to be away from him?
3. don't worry he would be faithful.
4. you're brave for letting him go.

ok so i am letting him do this because it is what he wants to do. am i spoiling him? i know i would be sad being away from him for 4 and a half months but what am i going to do? break down and tell him to forget his perhaps a once in a lifetime opportunity? i don't think so. i am very happy for him and he better go to boot camp without any bad feelings or guilt for leaving me behind (or he'd know what'd be coming to him!). well for number 3 i never even thought about that but it was something that someone had mentioned. lastly, this would be a new beginning for both of us which i think makes him really excited. so why wouldn't i let him go anyway?

i'm feeling lame calling people who are in my contacts and IMing people on my buddy list that i haven't for months. its like i'm waving my arms up and down in thier face "HEY HEY in 2 months i'm going to be alone. so if you're ever in need for anyone for anything call me cause i'm going to be bored as hell!!!" so well give me a chance? plz?? guys? hehe

so i'm going to be away from paul for 4 and a half months. the most we have been apart for is 1 day since we started going out which was 6 years ago.

lame. i was blogging an introduction about me and IE crashed on me. is it because i smell funny?

i often have trouble introducing myself. i do some self reflecting and see _____________. do i need therapy?

well i am mollie. hm.... lets see, i am japanese, short (5'1''), not too skinny but not too fat. i am 24, turning 25 in two weeks. likes yoga, likes avenue Q,

life hasn't been completely unfair for me, i have a boyfriend, a job i love, and a computer (well boyfriend and computer came hand in hand).

New blog ^^ lets see where it goes. Emerald City?