i'm feeling lame calling people who are in my contacts and IMing people on my buddy list that i haven't for months. its like i'm waving my arms up and down in thier face "HEY HEY in 2 months i'm going to be alone. so if you're ever in need for anyone for anything call me cause i'm going to be bored as hell!!!" so well give me a chance? plz?? guys? hehe

so i'm going to be away from paul for 4 and a half months. the most we have been apart for is 1 day since we started going out which was 6 years ago.