OH NOES

i was shopping at target yesterday and i felt like i was at home back in torrance. i guess thats what branding and corporate identity is all about. i felt really comfortable and almost lost in the experience. it sucked me right in, i felt like my family was only 20 minutes away instead of 2 hours away on a plane. it made me very sad... maybe i'm just psycho. i don't know why all of a sudden i feel homesick. its not like i don't have friends to talk to or places to go... maybe its because paul will be gone for a good length of time, maybe because i feel like i've had enough of colorado springs.

oh and its prolly what not to wear on TV right there too.

it has already been a week and a half since he went away again. i can't say when he'll be back because of opsec concerns but i still have a while.... /pout

so anyway, we got our very generous tax return back, so i went to target to find some colorful spring/summer clothes. nashka, ms phyllis, and what not to wear (my latest obsession on TV) has inspired me to actually care about how i look and have taught me about how to put clothes together...

i came home with 3 boxes of baking soda for the fridge/trash can, a pack of original flavor gum, and speed racer legos...




oh and a cool doggie treat cookbook from petco.

um.. but yea, no clothes.

life would be so much simpler if i didn't want any kids.

*sigh*

haha lakers are playing the nuggets!

ahhh yes, it was nice and sunny today. i actually took katie out at 8 am. it was breezy and cool.

paul is at ntc.

loneliness

sometimes its sweet, like dessert after a full meal
sometimes its sour, like raw end to a deal
sometimes its bitter, like losing the race
sometimes its salty, like tears down my face

when you live in colorado you get the most ridiculous weather. this week started SO nice. it was in the 70's. everyone was getting their summer clothes out, i left home without a sweatshirt for the first time this year. then! THE VERY NEXT DAY the high is supposed to be 55. that is kind of warm in colorado terms. i left to go on an emergency ophthalmologist appointment. nicole was in a tank top too. we were there for only about an hour... then its FREAKING 40 degrees outside.... and seriously it feels like 30's with wind chill. i go to work... in 4 HOURS it is a BLIZZARD outside its wasn't sticking (meaning that it was still above freezing so the roads wern't icy like they can get... just barely ><) but i'm like WTH!!!!

oh and tonight its supposed too hit the high 20's but get this TOMORROW...

the high is...

67!!!

ARG!!!