i was shopping at target yesterday and i felt like i was at home back in torrance. i guess thats what branding and corporate identity is all about. i felt really comfortable and almost lost in the experience. it sucked me right in, i felt like my family was only 20 minutes away instead of 2 hours away on a plane. it made me very sad... maybe i'm just psycho. i don't know why all of a sudden i feel homesick. its not like i don't have friends to talk to or places to go... maybe its because paul will be gone for a good length of time, maybe because i feel like i've had enough of colorado springs.