paul is back from FTX. WOO. it was three days since i last talk to him. i was such a wreck because of hormones (haha), but i was fine during the three days he was actually gone. man, i felt so horrible that i was mad at him before he left.

day 2 of ftx. :(

paul and i got into an argument last night (it happens). i don't understand why he doesn't understand that it is important to me to stay connected... i want to know what he is doing, thinking, going to do, etc. stalker mentality? maybe. i just want him to reach out to me, but he comes back with "i don't know how". UGH. well, like all arguments it was solved before i went to bed.

so yesterday i subbed at rancho vista... and oh! a parent that has a TOKIDOKI bag!! so i make conversation and i found out she is basically ME in TEN YEARS. she has two boys, and loves character stuff... (her favorite hello kitty char is chococat!!), she doesn't dig paul frank (like me!) and likes shopping in the juniors section. haha it made me laugh.

interesting article...

yea so i am felling guilty and good at the same time because the relationship that paul and i have is SO GREAT! when i hear my coworkers talk about jealousy, suspicion, and the lack of trust with thier significant other i feel bad because since i've never had any of those feelings i don't know what advice to give the. at the same time i think of paul... and OMG i get so happy.

i remember when paul left for the army junior grandma told me "you know, you won't have to worry about paul... you know what i mean?" i seriously didn't... did i have to worry about paul being sad? alone? unsure if he can complete basic? no. she ment that i wouldn't have to worry about paul straying. i didn't even really think about it. i still don't. that makes me so happy inside.

so one of my coworkers put it, "you are LUCKY, mollie"

i sure am!

i can't believe that it has already been a year since we got married! time goes by so fast.

is it weird that i try to be saavy about cars, computers, and reading maps. i guess i like to be useful. i don't get people who just brush it off and say i don't get it.

not being able to change my font size is teh sux on my blog. i don't know what happened... but font editing is gone. so much for new and improved blogger. it sucks. i'm also too lazy to go find the code again. so i broke our new blog over at www.badninja.com. there was a security flaw so i tried to upgrade to 2.1.2. i know whats wrong. i forgot to turn off the plug ins... but i'm figuring since i didn't have special ones it should work. well cross your fingers.

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