yea so i am felling guilty and good at the same time because the relationship that paul and i have is SO GREAT! when i hear my coworkers talk about jealousy, suspicion, and the lack of trust with thier significant other i feel bad because since i've never had any of those feelings i don't know what advice to give the. at the same time i think of paul... and OMG i get so happy.

i remember when paul left for the army junior grandma told me "you know, you won't have to worry about paul... you know what i mean?" i seriously didn't... did i have to worry about paul being sad? alone? unsure if he can complete basic? no. she ment that i wouldn't have to worry about paul straying. i didn't even really think about it. i still don't. that makes me so happy inside.

so one of my coworkers put it, "you are LUCKY, mollie"

i sure am!