bleh. paul didn't pass his test. to make the matter worse he got dephased. of course me being me, i was worried to death about the impact that would have on him. he already wants to get out of there... and now this? when i think about is there is not even 2 months left till we move to colorado. hang on tight there honey!

so vanguard preorder download will finish in an hour and a half... woo!

i would always look forward to friday nights with the honey, a round of hero wars or a quest here and there on world of warcraft... but tonight i am sitting here alone... thinking about opening my DS instead because...



paul went to bed. he has a PT test tomorrow. his leg hurts. we need a miracle so he can get a 65 on the running and get WEEKEND PASSES!!!

prayers plz!!

we did it. we bought vanguard: saga of heroes. so... my weekends and nights and perhaps days also are taken. call me if any of you need anything. i'll be in front of the computer.

patti had false labor... thank goodness. they sent her home. that means we still can have the baby shower ^^;

patti went into labor this morning so the baby is on her way!! she will be 7 weeks premature and i'm sure she will be spending some time in the NICU but she should be alright. i was kinda freaked out but paul was like well if the doctor wouldn't let her have it if it wasn't alright right?? and he was totally blowing me off (grr) and i wasn't ready for that.

anyway, congrats to patti and kyle :)

tomorrow is our 7 year anniversary.

i still love him a lot (hehe).

we are falling down slowly and we are waiting to meet each other when we hit the bottom. from there we will climb back again. we will look at each other and we will smile as we climb. we will smile because we see the light of our future raining on us, lighting up our face.

i thought i could be strong because he would be strong. i was wrong.

we are missing each other. badly.

happy new year. its already been a whole week since 2007 came. my 2007 began with a kiss. it was so nice to have him home.

gosh and i was SO busy! i cooked for paul's party, new years eve mochitsuki, and new years at auntie joy's. i made everything from coleslaw, potato salad, to chirashi rice, orange jello, and nishime. scary thing is i LOVE cooking for a party! i love it even better when people like my food. :D

but it was over... and quite quicky... on the 2nd of january paul was already on his way back to fort huachuca and i was back to work. so glad to be working to keep my mind off of everything else. i got the awesome kindergarten/DK group (DK is developmental kindergarten... for kids who have behavioral or learning disabilities. its a great program that gives these kind of kids a head start). the problem was that we had 30 awesome kindergarteners. its hard to do a organized game when you have that many because you worry about injuries andsometimes not all of the kids get it. in the end we had a great games of dodgeball, dr. dr. ball, soccer, relays, and art porject participation was great. i love those kids. only down fall of that week was that it was SO freaking cold!!! kids were complaing that it was cold and you know when you got kids complaining about that, its gotta be REALLY cold.

and so... whats up with the weather today!?!?! omg it was so hot. i got to see my kiddes at pt. vicente today. i guess they miss me a lot which makes me feel good about the job i do. what a great way to start the year.

woo hoo for 2007.

you never cuddle enough,
you never kiss enough,
you never hug enough,
you never love enough,
until he is gone.