i had a bad time at my mother's house last saturday... as she yelled at my siblings i remembered why i was so heartbroken to leave, yet i knew it was a good thing because i think i could've hurt my mother a lot. i hate how she yells at my siblings. i hate how she has this hypocritical double standard. i hate how money is everything, i think it comes before them... i hate how i feel like i want to hurt her so bad that she would beg for forgivness.

well other than that on saturday i had a great time hanging out with jill. we went to downtown disney and went to the uva bar for dinner (yum yum) and walked around. her whole family went too because it was krista's birthday and i felt a little out of place but of course i've known them for pratically forever (ok, so like 12~13 years is not really forever) so it was a great time. i was a doofus and forgot my wallet and i couldn't buy krista a drink... sorry! (and then i forgot my cell phone at thier house. >.<)

today i chilled, did the laundry, and went to the family dinner. i have morning hours this week (woo). hopefully it will go by really fast... and the week after that is... OKLAHOMA!!!

like you guys didn't know already.