three weeks left.

i'm so freaking nervous. i miss him. someone told me that it gets worse as it nears the end. it does. my heart is beating. my mind is racing. i get to see him. soon soon soon. i can't wait. i can't stand it. in 19 days i will be with him. i will be standing next to him. i will be holding his hands again. soon soon soon. i'm sure it will be all i can think of for the next three weeks. his face. his voice. his smell.

OMG!! i can't wait!!

the last 2 months has gone by so fast... yet i know that the next three weeks will CRAWL.

BLEH.