i was chuckling reading my last post. the happiness is basically over and now i am really reminded that he is not here. i got a call from him today... and made me even more sad. he seems to be doing fine but he is sick. he hasn't gotten his mail yet and he tells me he hardly gets any personal time. so that means no mail for me... but you know i was never in my life so excited to get a call from anyone. i love it. although it was only 5 minutes i was so happy to hear his voice.