paul reenlisted.

i am very happy. i am very happy because i am surviving this deployment better than i thought. i am very happy because i know who he was before and after the army. i am very happy because he asked for a year stabilization in colorado (YES!). i am happy because the way the economy is he has a stable job for another 6 years. i am happy because he is going school again as a 35s (signal collector/analyst). i am happy because we have health care.

but the question is... am i really happy?

my feelings inside are mixed. we are going to have kids. how would it affect the kids? i think thats the only big thing. so in a way i guess i am happy until the kiddo comes along.