today i didn't feel well after giving a little bit of blood for a test so i stayed home from work. i realized what a life saver work really is. i sat here for three hours waiting for paul to email me, which seems like he won't today for whatever reason (he needs to use his work email). although i can't reply to him, i love coming home from work to check my email and see if he had sent me something. its so much better than waiting three hours for nothing.