i feel awful. so awful. very bad. reason? i got my prenatal pap, and they drew 2 big vials and 3 little vials of blood (i don't think the blood draw has anything to do with it). its worse than morning sickness. its a nasty yuck feeling in my stomach 24/7 (well, its only been 1 day) but its not going away. i have gas like i did before. very bad gas.

i tried to deal with it. i ate. i drank some grape juice (for the sugar). i'm drinking lots of water. i had some caffeine (which actually helped a lot).

i'm tired again. i want to nap.

i think i'm going to go do just that. but... its 10pm. heh. maybe its just time to go to bed...