paul called again! this time he called during dinner time so he got to talk to the whole family. i must have sounded a bit horrible i asked him why he is calling (because he hardly ever gets to call). a call on saturday was unexpected. he told me that his platoon did great in the tear gas chamber today and they were having 2 hours free time while the other platoons got smoked.

i was estatic, speaking at a mile a minute til i ran out of things to say. we don't say much anyway. we know and understand each other and the way we think. i don't need to tell him that i love him or that i miss him since he knows. i guess we are very comfortable in the relationship that we don't need affrimation of love and trust. on the forums i visit there are girls who always have trust issues and such and its not all their fault. when those things come up i have no clue what to say since i haven't felt those kind of feelings. i could only imagine that it is terrible to hear that your significant other is cheating, or to think that you don't love him the way you did, etc. etc.

i went to see over the hedge today. it was so awesome. i loved it. the comic was on my must read comic list when we used to get the paper. i recommend it for kids although its a bit violent, its hilarious violent. go see it.