its getting closer to the day that paul is leaving. we are feeling it emotionally now... i sometimes have bouts of sadness. he sometimes has small bouts of nervousness. i'm sure that its will go away when he arrives at boot camp. i think its like high school. in middle school we are terrified of what is going to happen to us as freshman... but if you keep your head on straight and if you don't get on anyone's nerves, or if you don't really stand out you can be invisible and get past everything til the year is over. of course we are talking about paul here and i don't think he can do that (heh). he says he is gonna try.... well he prolly will have to try really hard knowing him.