this week has been kinda tiring and pretty crazy, so i didn't have time to post much.
tuesday i had some time to myself... paul went to his flight physical. it was a bit liberating of sorts. i did a lot of thinking about how i count on paul so much and that i need to be strong on my own if i was to survive the two and a half months that i was going to be by myself. i felt a lot better after i had gotten my feelings in order. i did some shopping. i spent more than i should have, but i felt good. that is such a bad sign. especially with my higher credit limit. in the end i did miss him terribly and i called him even i knew that he wasn't going to answer. he didn't come home that late, but i was tired and sleeping on the couch when he came back.
on wednesday, i got this gnarly nasty razor burn in my armpits from doing a quick touch up job so i can wear this new shirt i got from american eagle to paul's jr. grandmas house. i sweat a bit and it became inflamed. i had to pur neosporin on it so i could sleep. that should have been an indication of how my week was going to progress.
yesterday was probably one of the worst days in a while. it was one of those 8 hour days... but it was a minimum day so all the kids were basically out at 1:30 (we were also a bit understaffed because of that). it was hot. almost 75 dgrees and i was stuck outside. i had forgotten that it was minimum day so there was no lunch service. i had to call paul to get me lunch. i didn't get to see him at midday because he had to go work at jon jasper's. i had lunch at 2pm because a staff person that was supposed to come relieve me didn't come out to the play ground. i had to take the bus home because paul had gone to the shooting range. when i wanted to talk to him a bit so i can stay awake at the bus stop, he didn't answer his phone. i knew he was already on his way back because he had texted me. that kinda sucked the most. i dragged myself home only to find out that the door wouldn't open. i was like O M G, so i had to sit outside for an hour and a half to wait for paul who i basically didn't want to talk to at that time. so when i finally got in i had to do the laundry, cook, and do the dishes becasue we were going up north for the weekend (i was soo tired). i just died on the couch at about 9 pm. i didn't get to bed til about 11.
(lots of love to paul who finished the laundry for me<3)
well this morning i got up at... 6:45. 6:45!!! i leave for work at 6:30. i was in such a hurry i forgot my ring, forgot a sweatshirt and was freezing at work. well thats all i guess. now i'm home getting ready to go up north ^^.
tuesday i had some time to myself... paul went to his flight physical. it was a bit liberating of sorts. i did a lot of thinking about how i count on paul so much and that i need to be strong on my own if i was to survive the two and a half months that i was going to be by myself. i felt a lot better after i had gotten my feelings in order. i did some shopping. i spent more than i should have, but i felt good. that is such a bad sign. especially with my higher credit limit. in the end i did miss him terribly and i called him even i knew that he wasn't going to answer. he didn't come home that late, but i was tired and sleeping on the couch when he came back.
on wednesday, i got this gnarly nasty razor burn in my armpits from doing a quick touch up job so i can wear this new shirt i got from american eagle to paul's jr. grandmas house. i sweat a bit and it became inflamed. i had to pur neosporin on it so i could sleep. that should have been an indication of how my week was going to progress.
yesterday was probably one of the worst days in a while. it was one of those 8 hour days... but it was a minimum day so all the kids were basically out at 1:30 (we were also a bit understaffed because of that). it was hot. almost 75 dgrees and i was stuck outside. i had forgotten that it was minimum day so there was no lunch service. i had to call paul to get me lunch. i didn't get to see him at midday because he had to go work at jon jasper's. i had lunch at 2pm because a staff person that was supposed to come relieve me didn't come out to the play ground. i had to take the bus home because paul had gone to the shooting range. when i wanted to talk to him a bit so i can stay awake at the bus stop, he didn't answer his phone. i knew he was already on his way back because he had texted me. that kinda sucked the most. i dragged myself home only to find out that the door wouldn't open. i was like O M G, so i had to sit outside for an hour and a half to wait for paul who i basically didn't want to talk to at that time. so when i finally got in i had to do the laundry, cook, and do the dishes becasue we were going up north for the weekend (i was soo tired). i just died on the couch at about 9 pm. i didn't get to bed til about 11.
(lots of love to paul who finished the laundry for me<3)
well this morning i got up at... 6:45. 6:45!!! i leave for work at 6:30. i was in such a hurry i forgot my ring, forgot a sweatshirt and was freezing at work. well thats all i guess. now i'm home getting ready to go up north ^^.
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