deployment...

we knew this was going to happen... but when the big D sneaks up on you, it always sucks. I don't know how I am 'ok' with this, but I had a good 3 minute cry and I was fine.

sometimes I wonder if not being emotional about it is ok. I've been distancing myself from facebook even. just concentrating on matters at hand.

now there is a possibility that paul could stay state side for 60 days. I hate these 'possibilities'. they are so vague. now we need a place to stay for 2 months. then decide what to do with the car and all our stuff. I'm going crazy inside. I just want to know what to expect.