another loss. 6weeks and 5days. as heart wrenching as it is its not all that shocking. it came slowly. first the spotting, then the bleeding, then the trip to the ER, the ultrasound, and the sad truth. there was no embryo. no heartbeat. no hope for now... until next month anyway and perhaps i will have to wait till the month after that. its worse for the ones who can not even see that pink line, plus, or the pregnant there on the fancy pregnancy tests. its worse for the ones who are told you will probably never have children. for me there is next month again and the month after that. i will pray. pray for that little one we need to hold.