i seriously feel like i'm not who i meant to be. i was happy being with children, i was happy doing what i do best. now i don't think i can be happy doing what i was happy doing before.

this was just two days ago... i'm kind of shocked that i wrote this. i just came home from my first day of work since being sent home. i am completely happy where i am! i went back to work and i missed everyone. i LOVE my coworkers. i LOVE the children. i am ecstatic. i also feel like i can manage my stress better from all the help i've been getting. i feel like a new, better person. i am finally coming face to face with the positives from my negative experiences.

i believe that everyone needs a little therapy. not with a psychologist or anything like that, but a little therapy to help you along the way.