yea! i'm finally over the freaking flu!! i still had a cough this morning, but it was gone by mid afternoon. i am back to 100% again... but the cough comes back depending on how cold it is. my 26th birthday was spent chilling with family. i didn't want to do anything big or anything this year... i didn't feel like celebrating. I'd have to say it was a pretty good birthday. went out with the sibs, did the saturday dinner with paul's dad and grandma. its still kinda weird to call him 'dad'. he's been paul's dad to me for so long (er... DUH).

i didn't get my ultimate birthday gift, which of course would be an all expense paid impromptu trip to arizona with GUARANTEED time with the hubby, but he was on LOCKDOWN... WTF is wrong with alpha anyway?

i need to plan for his graduation... then the move to colorado. HOORAH.

i can't sleep right now. its 3am. ugh.

i couldn't sleep so i played warcraft three. i hosted a footies map which in the end i was doomed. the opposing player was definitely stronger than i was (twice the kills, meaning x2 the gold, hero x2 stronger)... and there i was STILL trying to drag it longer than it could have. it's something that paul has instilled in me all these years of playing video games. NEVER give up. you never know when victory comes your way (or a satisfactory loss, in which case it was... a loss. /pout). of course the dude gets cocky and tells me that i should just quit because its GG (meaning Good Game if you didn't know).

i got the his base down half way... almost killed him twice. of course i was just happy at that.

its kind of scary to me how competitive i have gotten lately.

paul, its your fault. somehow, it always is. i love you. *muah*