wow november is here. i can't believe it. its already been two months since the school year started. its kinda sad how i keep track of how fast the year goes that way...

i miss paul dearly. i'm glad each day goes by fast. love tortures me. it makes my heart ache. it makes me sad. love also makes me happy. i was so happy last weekend! estatic to the core. holding him in my arms, kissing him... it all makes it up in the end. love is grand.