as i read articles on the hotzone i feel so sad about the death and destruction in the world... and i think about paul and his enlistment in the army. i feel torn and confused. i will and want to stand by my man, but i don't know. i feel... weird about it. i mostly think of children in the midst of conflict. this is probably because i work with kids... such privliged kids... and i think of the kids in iraq or afganistan and my heart aches. if he does get deployed to iraq or somewhere like that i would like to go with him and visit the kids... anyone want to come with me?