i still think twice before buttoning my pants. paul still orders a sprite for me. i still rub my belly. i still drink lots of water. i still take prenatal vitamins. i still cry inside. i still cry on the outside. still still still...

so much changed in 10 weeks. so much changed in 1 day.

i still wish there was some where to put blame... but there isn't.

i still wish it was here so we could welcome it.