i'm really missing home. i just looked at [kort] mountaineer's gallery... she is from torrance. seeing all those pictures of palos verdes and home made me SO SAD. i close my eyes and i sometimes see just street corners, the ambiance of what is torrance... you know, the places i know, the people i know... the places i would go... UGH.

i've hinted paul little by little that i miss being in torrance but i don't really know what i miss in particular. thats the lame part. i LOVE it here in colorado springs. it is so beautiful. we have our OWN place. a crazy view of pikes peak. fresh air. tasty tap water. now i have a job too. a NICE park right near where we live where people fish on the weekends. its not too big of a city... and not too small either. and PAUL. paul is here with me. its perfect... but i still miss home. i mean torrance. after all it was my home for 26 years.

it would be nice if everyone i knew moved here with me. haha.