33 students dead.

i'm wondering if anyone could have done something. if someone had just shown him that there is love somewhere out there if we could have done something.

true. we can only blame him for the crimes he commited, but we can only blame ourselves for not reaching out, not taking every step and opportunity to influence his mind, his soul, his heart.

we might have not being able to change his mind, but maybe someone could have seen what was happening. maybe he would have been caught without anyone being hurt.

hindsight is 20/20.

its disheartening that the man who was responsible for the loss of 33 students at virginia tech has been identified as a south korean man. i don't think it matters what race, religion, what country you are from or orientation. he was lonely. loneliness affects everyone of every color, no matter where are you are from.

i've been lonely too and i know the anger that comes with it. its a cold anger you can't share with anyone. its a cold anger that you just want to grab and shake someone so hard. i want friends! i want love! can you give it to me? can you give me friendship of love without judging me?! your lunch clogs your throat because you are thinking abot not crying but the lonliness takes over. you are alone anyway. so you cry until the bell rings.

i've been on the other side too. the girl who sits alone and eats her lunch. what is she thinking? does she want someone's company? is she lonely?

are there any other loners in this world who needs to see the love? anyother loners who want to spread the hate because they are so alone in a world?

reach out everyone. reach out.