friday i leave for arizona. i'm a little scared. i never been on a trip with just someone else. i'm scared that i might mess something up. a part of me doesn't want to go... but i'm not giving into that. i am going to have fun. i am afraid that i won't find anything in common with alison and the whole weekend will be akward. well, although we have food in common. haha. food is the reason we became friends. food is the reason i had courage to ask her if she wanted to hang out with me.

i am a totally pathetic person. what am i so afraid of?? i hope, know this trip will change me for the better.