i'm so emotionally ready for jake to come its not even funny. i don't want to be pregnant anymore, i want to be a momma. a lot of my dreams have been about breastfeeding, holding him, and just my two boys being here with me. of course IDEALLY i need to wait 3 more weeks. i read at 35 weeks the babies born at that time have 99% survival rate.

now am i ready as in... the goods, all the 'stuff' that comes with this? um... no. i am not at all ready for anything. lol. i have a small bag of clothes and thats it. HAHA. i don't even have a car seat... but i want him here sooo bad!

i know jake is not that kind of baby. he's been a good boy, he hasn't caused any problems and with this kind of temperament he's probably thinking, look mom, i'm gonna come out when you are good and ready so get on with it! besides, its comfortable in here!!!